http://iagncinimod.spaces.live.com/?_c11_BlogPart_BlogPart=blogview&_c=BlogPart&partqs=catReflectingen-USSun, 12 Aug 2007 11:59:51 GMTSun, 12 Aug 2007 11:59:51 GMTMicrosoft Spaces v1.1http://www.rssboard.org/rss-specification60http://iagncinimod.spaces.live.com/blog/feed.rssblogcategory-6550646580437932978iagncinimodhttp://iagncinimod.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A5176DA453DEA44E!166.entry<div> </div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div>Ten years ago, my parents made a wrong decision. They sent me away to Toronto to live with the people I would eventually hate. </div> <div> </div> <div>Four years ago, that person slapped me right across the face. I swallowed it, because I didnt want the family to fall apart.</div> <div> </div> <div>Last year, on my birthday, we had a huge arguement, which got the local authorities involved. Hours after the dispute, I moved out. I told myself I would never return and I would never forgive those who tried to kill me. The family was shattered into pieces.</div> <div> </div> <div>Recently, I noticed what happened to me over the past decade had shaped me into something I don't want to be. </div> <div> </div> <div>I've lost faith in people around me. I constructed a wall between myself and others who wanna come close, eventually forcing them to back off. I shield myself from potential threats. </div> <div> </div> <div>I've lost my willingness to give love. </div> <div> </div> <div>I tried to find myself a serious girlfriend over the years, all I got was either rejections after rejections, or disappointments after disappointments. </div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div>無夢的心不懂去愛.... </div> <div> </div> <div>匆匆一生獨自上途....</div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div>I don't blame anyone for the loneliness. It's just fate. </div> <div> </div> <div>I'm stil optimistic that I would find someone who can restore my faith in love and tear down the wall i've constructed. </div> <div> </div> <div>Until then, loneliness is my best friend.</div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div>I guess this would be considered  '<font face=Arial color="#000080" size=2>欲哭無淚的失望和無奈' ?</font></div> <div>  </div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div>INSPIRED BY : Vince  <a href="http://best-actor1988.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!1180D967E0FFFFC5!435.entry">http://best-actor1988.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!1180D967E0FFFFC5!435.entry</a></div><img src="http://c.services.spaces.live.com/CollectionWebService/c.gif?cid=-6550646580437932978&page=RSS%3a+%e5%8c%86%e5%8c%86%e4%b8%80%e7%94%9f%e7%8d%a8%e8%87%aa%e4%b8%8a%e9%80%94...&referrer=" width="1px" height="1px" border="0" alt=""><img style="position:absolute" alt="" width="0px" height="0px" src="http://c.live.com/c.gif?NC=31263&amp;NA=1149&amp;PI=73329&amp;RF=&amp;DI=3919&amp;PS=85545&amp;TP=iagncinimod.spaces.live.com&amp;GT1=iagncinimod">http://iagncinimod.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A5176DA453DEA44E!166.entry#commenthttp://iagncinimod.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A5176DA453DEA44E!166.entryWed, 20 Dec 2006 08:18:55 GMT3blogentryblogentryBlog entryhttp://iagncinimod.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!A5176DA453DEA44E!166/comments/feed.rsshttp://iagncinimod.spaces.live.com/Blog/cns!A5176DA453DEA44E!166.entry#comment2006-12-20T08:32:50Z